Sunday, September 03, 2006

Love is?

Waking me up in d morning is a difficult job for my appa n amma… amma usually gives d first cal den successively appa… once u start ur day with ful tension nothing ll work out correctly d whole day… appa ll usually give archanai ( as y don u get up a little early ) while he drops me to d bus stop…amma oly ll uttify breakfast 4 me and as I get down from home, amma usually asks whether I hav taken my specs, lunch, swipe card, purse… 2 days back since I slept very late with no useful job having done, after much struggle by my dad, I finally got up… had to get ready very quick so as to catch my cab for office… ful tension… ate some half dosai.. as I was getting down, amma asked me as usual as whether I hav taken al d things… I answered lik dis… “acho ma, yellathaum aduthutaen ma…”[a different tone] d next moment amma’s face shrunk… I noticed it but dint say anything n left for my office… durin lunch I called her back and said “sorry ma… theriyama kathitaen ma… sorry”… As mothers are always sweet, she said “paravala da… olinga vellaiah paru, edhapathi nenaikatha ma…saptiyah?”[my eyes were wet while i was speakin with her, i am unable to bring in my feel thro words...i am not a gd writer...] my amma is really sweeeeeet n I love her for wat she is…[al mothers r sweet]
I really felt bad for my act… I should hav not spoke a little harsh… but I did it… d way tht she spoke to me back, happah tht is love according 2 me… the care for me,d soothin words, d heart tht excuses me alwayz for al my mistakes… I know tht she would hav really felt oru maari wen I spoke so… but c d reaction of her wen I apologized for it!
Friends v all might hav come across d same situation but wld hav not taken time to apologize for d same to our loved once.They certainly don need a sorry from us,even without a sorry my mom ll speak with me d same way as she wld alwayz.. but stil doin so ll bring in a smile in her face, dis is wat v need...

If u hav had not been like me, I am happy abt it… but if u hav, den do say a “sorry” to ur loved once.

4 comments:

  1. Enjoy the sleep while u can get it. in IT industry it is a boon to be able to sleep without worries. check if u want this : [if utterly without job]
    http://badhrinath.blogspot.com/2006/01/thookam-varudhu-thookam-varudhu.html

    and no no yelling parents.

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  2. ba3...
    nan oru pakka kumbakarni, let me c til wen i maintain dis kumbakarni post ;)
    n sure, no yellin here after... andha alavuku feeel pannitaen la.
    saw ur post too!!!![enaku vellai illai nu nan solla mattaen]

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  3. Thookathayum thorathadhey
    unnai thazluvubavargalayum adhatadhey!!

    You feel for these things. Really one should, but i dono why...i lost the art of feeling long back and continue yelling and my mom continues smiling.Thats her wonderful nature and am a horrible creature!!..Heartless and purely unsentimental...I should change!!

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  4. santosh...
    ne horrible creature endra unmaieh eppo achum accept panniyah..gd ;-)

    u need not b senti-Mental but make sure tht u understand n remember d expectations of ur loved ones...

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