Saturday, September 29, 2007

Treasured Memories...

"It takes only few minutes to take hasty decisions. Few seconds to hurt someone. But a life time to forget and to be forgiven...", continued pooja to vidhu (Vidhu is hw pooja called vidyalakshmi, her sweet only kid, her only sole happiness) who was gazing nithin's marriage card lifelessly with tears.

Pooja continued further looking deep into vidhus eye... "Vidhu, U have seen me lost in thoughts few times, U have made attempts to ask me and U also know that all the reasons that I gave you are not true.. Right... ?" vidhu made a gentle movement of her eye lashes and continued to look into poojas eye.. "vidhu before I married ur father, I was in love with someone whom I thought was made for me, for me alone.. but something went wrong somewhere, it started with a small misunderstanding and finally took me away from him for no good reason. I tried explaining him that I was innocent but he was not ready to open his ears/heart for me. It took 3years to agree for dis marriage after my breakup. I was not ready for it, I could not build a new affair from the scratch, I knew that all the love that I had poured on him, could not be showed to the same extent on someone else, but its destiny that one day I had to do it at least for the sake of my parents. I explained about everything to your dad. He gave me time to recover from everything and to start our life.. life has changed a lot now, I am wife of karthik, a proud mother.. but I am still a wounded lover... somewhere in d corner of my heart is the love that makes me feel bad, makes me ask Q as how he could do it to me and a feeling that I am still not able to forget it.. somehow it disturbs my heart, my life.. Ur father is a practical person, he knows what life is.. he was good to me, cares for me and I too care for him all of my heart, but all these started out of responsibility.. A way of reciprocation. I would name him more as my good friend rather than a loving husband. Somewhere inside my heart, I feel that I have betrayed your father since I am unable to forget my love..sometimes it kills me completely. So, vidhu never in your life take an hasty decision. I know vimal is your good friend who loves U for what you are... I also know that U can never forget nithin, but try to understand life. Today nithin is a husband of some1 and tomo U are flying off to UK... remember vidhu tomo U can escape frm marriage but one day u need to face it. so its time that U take a decision and reply to vimal. If U dont accept, one day I am sure your heart will have rooms to carry two burdens one for nithin and another for vimal that U pushed him to pain... "

1 comment:

  1. its always difficult to carry a burden for life..
    but life moves on and haste makes waste

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